Perplexed.

Typically interview scheduling is done the second week of the month and typically it's finished by Thursday...meaning, typically I get a resounding "NO!" on Friday. This month is not so.

Last month I had this horrible, 'I'm gonna vomit' feeling about mid-week...I just knew we didn't get it. This month has been different though. The week started rough, very rough and my mind has been on so many things and I have just felt unsettled and tired, exhausted really. But today, things were different. I woke up early (even after talking to Amanda past midnight!) and I was rested and at peace. I have felt strong and joyful today and I didn't even shake when I called the NVC, that never happens! When I spoke to someone she said the scheduling isn't finished and I need to call next week on or after Wednesday, which just so happens to be George and my 3 year anniversary. :) I'm not sure what all this means, but I have been praying for God to give me hope and faith; the kind I had before I was weary of all of this. He has. So while we haven't gotten THE NEWS yet, it's not bad news. I can make it to Wednesday just fine. :)

Please keep praying! It's not over yet.